I feel strange. Zalifa thinks i'm with Ky. And i'm going along with it. Wonder why. Anyway. Watched 2012 with my Mum today. I was wrong as usual, it was pretty great. The graphics were hell realistic. And i cried. It was so sad. He was all 'dad! dad!' and sad >': The older you get, the more emotional you are.
Uh. I painted my nails like candy canes. so each nail is half pink half white and weird. I only painted my left hand cuz i didn't trust my left hand to paint my right hand and not flail and ruin my hand. Poor righty. It's hard to function only with one hand, though it's the dominant one. Bathing was hard, trying to not smudge lefty. My parents are mad at me cause i keep complaining and they think i'm a vain little twat. Candy cane nails? That shows Christmas is near :D It's not really candy cane-ish cause it's pink and it's supposed to be red i guess. I fail. I'm saving for London. We should go camping. I have a 3 pax tent and yingxin has a 8 pax one. We can have a tent in a tent :D Cool beans yes! And then we can camp by the beach and be happy and count stars and be happy. And not necessarily get drunk. I think twice about drinking now, ever sice my brother came home drenched in his own spew. Jeez.
Anyway, Camping? Yes? Very good idea? We can do a campfire and roast marshmallows though i'm not a big fan of 'em, but still. We can huddle in the tent as we think about the men outside scheming to ruin us. And have fun (:

Msn obviously hates me. I've been using ebuddy since.. forever. and ebuddy is annoying. I went to watch half the concert with Yingxin yesterday. But we snuck out during the interval and felt bad. Well, i did. But the night market and starbucks ate my conscience. We had fish sticks, wrapped hotdogs, coffee, tea and fried bananas. I mean, half of it was hers, and half was mine. Possum :D And then i splurged $3 on white nail polish (Which contributed significantly to candy cane nails) :D On my way home, i accidentally crushed a cockroach which i only came to notice when it made this really loud crack and something lumpy seemed to poke at the soles of my shoe. Meh. It was still writhing in pain and i ran >: One of the 5 people/things i'll meet in heaven.. Never will i change songs on my ipod while walking. I'll just stop and not freak out. I miss Cocoa.

Mofo cockroach.
Zalifa.

Mushrooms.

Ohwow, look. And i didn't have anything to say when i first started typing.

Wow. It has been sometime. I spent my last few days being happy at the 6.7 chalet and taking care of Pebbles while Cris stayed away. It was fun. and I'm tired. Like i always am. Why do i complain so much. Look there i go again. I haven't seen talk-able life since last Tuesday besides my parents and brother. Now i'm free :D Let's go to the Zoo before School reopens. In like 22 days. which is not very long cause it is.. (loses coolness as Jiaxuan opens the calculator and goes tap tap tap) 1320 hours which is 79200 minutes which equals 4752000 seconds which we're losing, every second. look only 4751999 left 4751998 4751997 4751996 4751995.. Ouch, brain explosion. How depressing. Bawl. Minor overlookings. udfhejnnweklrnel. I don't even want to think about it.

I haven't been reading a lot. I read 3/4 of The 5 People You Meet In Heaven finally. I found an ants nest in my brother's room yesterday, while rummaging for a good book. I slid out a book and flipped through it only feeling a whole of tiny creeps scrambling all over my calves. God did i flip. Yelled and ran. My parents grabbed a vacuum cleaner and sucked those suckers! While on a rampage i came across The 5 People You Meet In Heaven and settled down, happy. I feel happy, being able to read something besides comics. I'm getting terribly tired of Archie. And country story how i hate people stealing my crops and want revenge and the amount of seconds i've wasted on Country Story. I kind of want to buy a cow...

I've been meaning to learn to play the harmonica for sometime and get down and create a bill for a fixed monthly allowance. :< Concert later. Need a job. Need to save. Merry Christmas to another year without any Christmas celebrations.

I hate my Blogskin. That's probably why i'm not posting anymore. Wait a while while i scan for a satisfying blogskin though nothing ever satisfies me.

Cause all you people are vampires
And though you pretend to stand by us
I know you're certain we'll fail

Today we went to Malaysia and turned back half way. I saw 3 yellow cars. Chalet on Monday, Open house tomorrow, i will not go on Monday/Tuesday fuck off.

I HAVE A TENT SET UP IN THE MIDDLE OF MY ROOM!

I am so excited :D
Pebz 6.7 Chalet 2.3 Chalet Sleeping in tentie Pokemon on J's DS and Sec4 when my dad would finally get me a Jap Spitz :D At times, i love my life (:

And then reality hits fast foward and i see myself in trainings and lack of Christmas celebrations and school starting soon and not in 3.5 and being terribly sad. sigh. Okay, goodbye. This is too terrible. Bummmah.

Omghello. I am downloading Home Alone 1 & 2, so naturally my computer is bloody slow. I can't get anything to load fast now. )': I love home alone 1 2 3 4, one of my favourite all-time movies :D i wish i could be as smart as him and set up booby traps all over my house :D Anyway, my mum says she might be able to take care of Pebz for me, so that means i can go for the 2.3 chalettttt, yay! :D

I feel terrible. I spent today at Yongz place, watched a few movies and helped him play dota for a while. And then i called a few people using his phone and managed to convince them that i was Junyong and to come for his chalet. A few fell for it :B and yeah well, i don't see why i post stuff like this when no one cares. I think i'm going to draw up a proposal for my mum so she'll finally give my a fixed allowance and finally get holiday allowance. Feeling poor, annoyed and sad. seeya. Plus there's awards night tomorrow. tired.
Me want puppay.

I'm back, to cut the long story short. I just backspaced a whole paragraph of bullshit you don't even need bother to know. Nothing really happens anymore anyway. Just that i bought a pocket Etch A Sketch and it is really amusing plus i finally got the hang of it so now i can make imperfect circles :D Omgwow, i realise i miss Blink182 a lot. I stopped listening to them a few months ago and now i'm probably going to listen to them non-stop, i'm so glad they're back together. (':
Cris refuses to let me bring Pebz to the 2.3 class chalet so i'm probably giving it a miss )': but still, there's 6.7 class chalet on the 30th Nov so i'm not that upset. My mum got me nail polish removal, now it won't be so weirdly bumpy and annoying :D And there's awards night on the 20th so i had to get rid of sparkly green sooner or later )': I miss nails. And i miss you, when i mean you, i mean you you )': You say you like me and then you asldkfgnerklg i hate you squint I hope you trip and fall flat into a puddle of mud.

Council camp was fun i admit. Wasn't looking forward to it really. But it turned out to be pretty great though the night trail could've been scarier, but still, thumbs up (: And my parents think the Etch A Sketch is something like J's DS. -.- Annoyed yes.

I watched Bolt today and i cried. It was so sad. And i kept crying.
I wonder when i got that emotional. I used to laugh at my mum when she teared during her soaps. Now i cry along with her. It's terrible. Plus i don't like it, that i'm changing.

I'm so tired. I don't wanna go out tomorrow. I think i'm going to bail on Regina and Mo and a few other people who seems to be tagging along. I'm so tired of trying to help. I'll just go out with J and help find a gift for _ (': it'd be so much easier.